Should i be honest?
Okay so basically this is the deal. im in my final year of high school ive been going with a very funny girl in my class for a little over 2 years, and shes really awesome i tell her my deepest secrets and i trust her and she trusts me. but a few days ago she told me to meet me at a cafe because she had something important to tell me, but she said she had to tell me face to face because she couldnt tell me over facebook. so i wasnt thinking it was related to anything between us, like feelings or anything. so i take her to a place and we sit and talk for a good while, and i asked her to tell me what she wanted to tell me. So shes like "i need to get this out, because its killing me inside!"
and i was like "okay well just say it" and so i staired into her eyes and she at mine and she smiled very beautifully to me and said, "i have a crush on someone" and i respond, "does he go to our school?" she says "yes"... i said: "in our class?" she said "yes" and i was thinking, what if it was me or something because she told me it was killing her inside?!?
I said, "who is this guy?" and she went silent for a little while and then.... she said the name of the person that she liked lets call him Daniel, and when i heard it wasnt me, i got really sad inside me. its really weird because i have NEVER had any feelings for her EVER. Daniel is also really good friends with her. she used to date a guy in our class, "Tim" and Tim, me and Daniel are all good friends with her.
and well after she told me that she had a crush on Daniel i started to think a lot that night, and well i seem to have developed some feelings towards her. its actually the first time ive ever been in love with a person i know as well as i know her, we both like the same music, loves to play games, go out to eat, work out and stuff. Unless im crazy i could have sworn it was something there, i saw in her eyes that there must have been at least something. well i dont know because it seems to weird that she had such a hard time telling me she had feelings for someone i know but why would it be so damn hard for her? she also mentioned the day before that it wasnt a big deal for me to hear it but for her to tell her secret!
she has told me EVERYTHING almost, and never hold back like she did.. well for now ive developed some feelings for her, but what is the best solution for me? i could tell her because i trust her but what if Daniel and Tim found out? especially Tim because im good friends with him and she and Tim used to date. well i need some advice! but o well if i told her she wouldnt say it to anyone but it kinda changes some things...
PS: Please leave me a comment it really means a lot to me having someone reading my toughts! if you just vote, YES means tell her and NO means, well no..