Sex with husbands best friend
So ive been with my husband for 15 yrs. Hes been with his wife for 21. Two weeks ago we went out together with other couples. And got VERY drunk...as a normally responsable adult this never happens.
Husbands bf and i were talking and got real flirty and started making out, we stopped there and went back to party. This was out of the blue ive always thought he was cute but he was faithfully married and so was i. Ive never been sexually attracted to him.
Anyways, we somehow ended up together for the ride home... And thats when it happened !!! it was spontaneous and delicate and wild and so much more.... I wont get into details but he was much bigger then i was used to and. He was a lot different. My husband is usually rough and quick which works for me i like it that way. he was slow and sweet and asked permission for everything. It was amazing for so much respect and passion, considering all the alcohol.
After it all we said this is a one-off and can never happen again we both knew our families and lives were on the line.
2 days later he knocked on my door while husband was at work and he said: we need to talk. I thought SHIT he told his wife were fucked. But no, he wanted to know how i was feeling and if all was ok. Then we repeated to keep it to ourselves. We both said it was awesome but it was just because it was new and exciting. He told me he will think about it again for sure. He said he never thought hed cheat but glad at least it was me ...in a weird way i understood. It was horrible for our significant others but also, since we knew each other so well and trusted each other, it was perfect match. All this ended in about 20 minutes ending with same as before, dont talk about it... Can never happen again.
Two days ago he came over for poker night and my girl friend was there. She thought he liked her as she mentioned when he left. But i knew it was me...i could feel his intensity, the way he looked at me, he came to help me one time in kitchen when i was alone, we'd brush fingers for little things we didnt even need to touch over, he would always look at me when starting a conversation.
For someone who said it could never happen again he sure is different. Before it was platonic bro-sis friendship now i feel a spark. Is it possible to just stay friends and cover this up as a bad decision or are we doomed for a sexual appetite now that weve tasted the food ? Help..i cant stop seeing him he usually comes over about twice a week. Im starting to want him even though we said no. He was such a different kind of lover.one i didnt know i needed but was very pleasent to have. What do i do im so confused....