Sex feellings

i admire a girl who is very intelligent and innocent. I think about her day and night. i always think of her whenever i ge t some filthy feelings about sex so that i could stop myself from thinking about sexy girls. somehow i manage to stay away from porn sites but when the feeling becomes strong and it gets over me, i'm then not able to control myself. i end up ejaculating <masturbate>.
but when i come back to her, to my senses, i feel very guilty and sometimes even cry. i want to get rid of these things. i want to become a great man. i don't want these kind of feelings come into my mind and distract me. even my health started to decline because of these masturbation and all the things and feelings related to each other. Is it normal?

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55% Normal
Based on 11 votes (6 yes)
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  • Serpents666

    ACTUALLY too mch of anything can create energy blockages

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  • CMDZ

    just jack off over her man!!

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  • Dad

    Its not normal for your health to decline purely because of masturbation.
    This guilty feeling is a concern though. If you are not having sex with this girl then its just normal to masturbate.
    If you are having sex with her, then you obviously need more intimacy with your sexual life together, maybe get her to do it to you.

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