Sense of humor by mistake

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My whole life if I've had one gift it has been making people laugh. Many people have told me I am the funniest person they've ever met. But I think this was all a mistake.

When I was very very young like 2 or 3 even I know that my parents laughed at my serious questions, because they had another baby when I was 11 and I got to see how they treated her.

Also I remember in school I would ask questions that the teachers would love but kids would laugh at me.

So as a combination of being curious and my parents not being sensitive I just learned to make everything a joke (maybe).

I learned to mix serious and jokes and still have never gotten a chance to just be serious without feeling like I'm acting.

I don't even know how and I feel like I know I'm gonna get laughed at again.

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  • Nickvey
    6 years ago

    i had a best female friend like you . she was so much fun to be around. she couldnt help but to make any and everything in her and your life into something thats should be laughed about. she didnt have a harmful or hateful bone in her body. she was 25 i was thirty and she even wanted me to date her 18 year old sister and become her brother-in-law. We are still friends on facebook. It was almost like it was her job to make you feel good about life. is that what you are really doing ? trying to make other people feel good? you could be a guy or a woman it makes no difference.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      6 years ago

      Like notice how I don't even show my username. Even on this anonymous site im not showing who I am. Why should I give a fuck what any of you think of me.

      But really the good feeling I get from others liking me is something I feel (wrongly) that I need. And it doesn't feel good to say other peoples opinions don't matter. I know I'm messed up but I feel like its wrong and cruel of me to think that way. So that's why I don't do it.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      6 years ago

      Yeah its like that. But its exhausting. And at the end of it I wish I could not have to feel like I have to do extra work to get people to like me. And be confident to say whatever I think not feeling like I have a reputation to maintain.

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