Repulsed by everything after hooking up with friend

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I recently was at a party and got drunk and hooked up with one of my friends. We have had a mutual attraction for one another for years, so it has crossed my mind a few times. To be honest, I really enjoyed it at the time and he was a really good kisser. However, the next morning (we only made out and I left the party a few hours later, so I woke up in my own bed)I could not even bring myself to think about it. I remember every single detail and they all make me cringe and want to vomit. He won't stop texting me, which makes me want to vomit even more. And it's not just him...I am suddenly repulsed by everything around me: men, in general, sex, humans, eating, being naked. Is this normal?

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  • lifeisfree
    13 years ago

    I think you just realized he was your friend and you want to keep it that way? You probably just regret your decision to kiss him, deeply. It's okay... you should talk to him though.

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    You did nothing wrong but you did violate your own standards. Its time to look at those standards and ask yourself if you are expecting to much. If not, try to live by them in the future.

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  • dwe
    14 years ago

    Definitely not normal. My first question would be "Were you ever sexually abused as a child?" If the hook up was bringing up buried subconscious memories of abuse by a male family member, for example, your reaction may begin to make sense.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      14 years ago

      I definitely don't think I was ever abused as a child, as I had a very happy, normal family life and childhood. I have had a few messed up relationships though, nothing abusive, just emotionally painful.

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      • Juniper
        12 years ago

        was he your ''first''?

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  • jessicia16
    13 years ago

    I think its normal .... espically if you gave BJ and ate it ... its like seeing an ugly truth when before you saw a "friend" PS: im not one who believes that many men and women can be friends ... its most always based on some attraction and need ... and the worst thing ever is when you hookup and burst that bubble ... anyway you did nothing wrong so keep happy,, all those emotions will fade soon...

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  • magicpears
    14 years ago

    It's normal.

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