Punishing myself
I hate myself for so many reasons. I've hurt many people in the past, over stupid things I've done. I feel like I've caused everyone so much pain. So this is why I feel I should punish myself. I sometimes hurt myself, like cut my wrists (not enough to kill myself, but just hurt myself). I see the scars, and they are a reminder of how stupid I was in the past. Now I wanna get more piercings and tattoos. They hurt, so the pain will be good for punishing myself. I'm probably not normal.