Punished for masturbating

I was punished for masturbating as a little boy. It was what I guess is called pre-pubescent masturbation, and I started very young, when my mom--who had me very young--and I were still living with my grandparents. My mom never really said anything about it, and let my grandparents punish me for it. I thought for a long time I was abnormal and perverted and one of the few people in the world to be sick enough to touch myself. No one even bothered to explain to me what I was doing or why it felt good. It made me feel dirty, and later I felt like sex was dirty even though I knew better. It was so f**ked up.

Is It Normal?
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  • Is it normal? Yeah, it is. Probably happens to almost every little kid who is caught playing with their genitals. The adults see it and get horrified at the idea of a child so young being sexual and overreact. Normally, the kid has no idea about anything else other than the fact that it feels good. It's just what kids do - they explore their bodies.

    It's fucked up, like you said, because it instills into the person's head the idea of sex as a dirty, disgusting, shameful thing. That in turn skews a person's view of everything to do with it.

    You're definitely not abnormal or perverted if you masturbate. It's like a twisted version of the toothfairy, what with all the dumb myths of madness, blindness and whatever the hell else.

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  • It's your body, you can play with you genitlas if you want. Nobody has to say it is wrong because masturbating is really natural and healthy.

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  • Yeah...you're ok.
    Your grandparents are uptight, abnoxious, and probably masturbate each other with dead hamsters when nobody's around.
    Seriously though. A lot of people get really uptight about normal sexual behavior but have their own skeletons in their closets.

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  • my parents dont no i lock the door well at least i dont no if they no

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