Punished for masturbating
I was punished for masturbating as a little boy. It was what I guess is called pre-pubescent masturbation, and I started very young, when my mom--who had me very young--and I were still living with my grandparents. My mom never really said anything about it, and let my grandparents punish me for it. I thought for a long time I was abnormal and perverted and one of the few people in the world to be sick enough to touch myself. No one even bothered to explain to me what I was doing or why it felt good. It made me feel dirty, and later I felt like sex was dirty even though I knew better. It was so f**ked up.