Please help me out
May 1, 2021, 6:30pm
Lately I've had these terrible mood
swings. One day I'll be so hyper, so happy, that I could cry. The next day I'll be so depressed and angry that I could cry.
Right now, I just left a party I was attending with my sister. She was getting along with the other people there and drifted away from me. I was already bored, so I was asking her if we could leave. She wanted to stay, as she wanted something interesting to happen, but I just wasn't havin' it.
I left the party and just cried my eyes out 15 minutes ago.
I feel like I keep ruining everything; for myself, and my sister. She's been extremely understanding of it in the past though, but I just feel bad. I also feel like I'm robbing myself of my own enjoyment of events, like parties.
When I'm like this, I become even more sad, because I'm sad. I just need advise, or at least affirmations. I think I just need a hug, or a "You're alright, everything's okay. You didn't ruin anything for anyone. I'm here for you."