People walk away from this normal right?

You sound like a child, hopefully you don't consider yourself a man because this story is absolutely pathetic. Join the Marines you pile of shit and do something with your life.

Welcome to your twenties... Get used to it. Stop crying and grow up and be a man. Respect your parents

Good luck. I feel sorry for you. Just by reaching out to this site tells us you do feel something. Get out of the cloud of drugs and really feel something. You are hiding. To bad you got everything you wanted from your parents. That didn't teach you a thing. And now the money train is over with them you are looking elsewhere. Your parents should kick you to the curb. Maybe a dose of the real world will wake you up before you become just an object on the coroners table.

lol u do drugs and you say its the the only thing that intertains you? im kinda like you except im abit more of an extreme version i dont get anything i want because the things i want can only be taken and not given i find drugs pathetic way of altering the human mind and shouldnt even be a crime because its not hurting anyone and not extreme in any way i find taking things off of others is pathetic because they are to small in life to get it themselfes it doesnt make u a hard core manipulator when people are flinging themselves to you and you take what they have so your not a manipulator also living off your parents is very pathetic you depended on your parents to live when you were a baby and even though youv grown up you still live off your parents which makes u still in the lifestyle of a baby to need girls to keep you living is also pathetic it doesnt make you a man or even a woman it makes you a wounded bird without the person helping you you would just be eaten by the real predators also the cry your way out of things that is very pathetic and i mean really pathetic i dont think you pretend to cry i think you actualy do because you know if the person walks out your life then you dont have a life
all in all you are just as normal as the normal asshole out there your not a threat or cause any damage you dont have any crazy family background your just the occasional normal asshole with alot of pathetic added

Sucks you have all those problems. Can't help you though sounds like you need a psyciatrist. Sucks to be you lol you sound like a shitty person to be around.

One thing I hate is when people say they know how you feel. Fuck anyone who says that. Unless they have been in the same, not similar, same situation then they can say that other wise don't. Also since you don't care about the feeling of women at all I hope one of these girls you "crush" becomes homicidal and kills you and it will be for good reason. Third thing: if that doesn't happen I hope someone poison's your drink ant one of these parties you go to so often. Have truly horrible life you waste of human flesh.

Probably since you always were cared for and got what you wanted and needed, you weren't able to really appreciate things or even yourself. It seems you feel worthless because you haven't ever really done anything on your own, for yourself. You don't respect yourself, that's why you don't respect others. You've always had others to use so you do. The drugs are a way to hide, cover up, or not confront these issues and probably more. I've been there, done it, and didn't even realize many times why I was so upset and hated life. Sometimes you just have to confront it all and figure out what you really want in life. It's so much more fun if you enjoy it and have a real reason for living. Think back when you were younger, before drugs, when you actually enjoyed life and your family. Your family loves you and I think somewhere deep down, you love them too. ( You may not like them tho!)Hopefully there was a time when you enjoyed what you did- a sport, school activity, music, art, or whatever-and you'll figure out what your true passion is. I'm close to 30, had the good times and bad, did the drugs when I was sad, when I was letting issues of my past control my life and cloud what I truly wanted. It took me time, hurting people and being hurt to start to understand all my emotions. With meditation and prayer (no, I'm not religious)I realized more and more my true passions, stuff I wanted and reason to live. I'm just now figuring out what I really want in life and am working hard for it. That makes me proud of myself and my life worth living.

You sound lost. And very unhappy because of it. I know how you feel. Maybe you should try thinking of what kind of life you would ideally like to have for yourself and everyday make small steps toward getting there. I'm sure the drugs are only a temporary fix for you, otherwise you wouldn't be posting on here. I don't think you are proud of using people and not really having genuine connections with anyone either. Have more faith in yourself and find what really makes you happy. Not drugs or using people, you know that though already, don't you? Good luck!

grow up.

How long have you had this problem? It sounds like you have mixture between a mood and personality disorder. See a therapist and maybe they can help you.

You sound like a real asshole. I advise reconsidering your lifestyle. I do drugs and like to get fucked up a lot, this has made me into a selfish person before, its made me not care, its made me have no motivation.It also made me very depressed and miserable. I looked at my life and realized this was the problem. I still do drugs and party but I do it with a different stand point on them I am a lot more of a happy person. I am there for my friends and do not use them. I love my parents because they want what is best for me even though they see what I'm doing with my life as immature. I have a job so that I can support myself and my habits with out having to mooch off of people. consider these things.

you sure sound like a miserable person. do u believe in karma? yeah, u know ur miserable. everything is tied together. when u die, the world will be better off.

You sound like a spoiled little brat. Get a job. Grow a pair and face the world. if we have to, why shouldn't you? Eventually your gonna be left with no one and nothing and no one is gonna care because you used them.

You really need to fucking grow up. It doesn't have to be like that. I think your scared to let people truly be close to you.

you need to realise that all people are one. when you help, thats improving part of all life. when you hurt, your harming part of all life, and even if your happy, being surrounded by negative gives guilt, you just don't know how to feel guilt. if you want to finally be happy, go out and do the nicest most selfless things you can. days or weeks, tell people you care about them, donate, etc. you will slowly begin to realise the true value in life. i know you can do it.

haha. trolling much? i bet its just a pissed-off rich girl who was dumped by a guy who wrote this. lol

you are most likely a psychopath welcome to the club

gold digger:]

now heres something thats probably in the catagorie of un normal so im told
someone who comes from a family whos grandfather was believed by alot of people as bibel john a serial killer and whos uncle thinks himself as jesus father was a drunk step father who was a drugdealer tried to kill the persons whole family
someone who doesnt rely on parents or anyone else to survive someone who doesnt care about relationships so doesnt bother pretending to be to get somewere and infact wouldnt say there not interested until the person believes that they are someone who actualy doesnt care about things instead of saying they dont care but they will do stuff for money and go partying and doing drugs which means you obviously care about thoses things someone that has seen there mothers friend split in half thanks to a motorcycle crash and couldnt care less even when seeing it. someone who has almost killed a 37 yearold guard for the crazy house with his bare hands when he was 17 someone who tried killing his brother with a knife for a poster when he was 10 and again tried to kill him at age 17 yet again with his bare hands someone who doesnt go to parys for fun or alters his state of mind by doing something as pathetic as drugs but rather burns down a small office breaks into a £million house no not just making that number up someone who sets his college gas pipe alight by wrapping the pipe with cloth and soaking it in chemicals and setting it alight while 1000 people were still in the building including the so called friends and could have blown the whole college up while still inside the building someone who watched his brother try commit suicide someone who one cut his face arms and legs for adrenaline someone who goes into cars switches the handbreak and rolls it down a hill someone who gets there so called best friends girlfriend interested more in them than there actual boyfriend just so he feels sad. and so many other things i cant mention
someone who has done all this dodged the C.I.D twice and never been caught by anyone
now who could that be ...... hmmmm oh yeah me.
now go across all that list and all the things on your list and tell me who is more of the person who has lost emotion lost any thought of caring and has been in more drama and who is just the pathetic leech easily squished i think you know the answer (full fucking stop)