I currently don't know of any relatives that are non-christian. I wouldn't confide in my offline "friends". I don't want them knowing about my personal life. In fact, I've been slowly distancing myself from them. The ones that in the past I would've confided to, I wouldn't now since I feel so bad for inadvertently burdening them with my past problems.
Needless to say, there are no support lines I could call. I wouldn't call charity lines because I'd fear that they may take things out of context (for instance, they might get the impression that I'm suicidal and call the authorities which would only make things worse) and I have a hard time confiding into people anyway. I wouldn't be comfortable unless I was talking to a therapist. Then again, I have hard time trusting them too. :/
I try my best not to get into her religion. I've tried reasoning with her to no avail. I had been trying to going under the radar with my beliefs when the incident happened. When she does bring it up now, I'll have to nod. But if I just nod then she might start asking if I believe and I'd have to lie to her again.
Paranoia due to religion, IIN?
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I currently don't know of any relatives that are non-christian. I wouldn't confide in my offline "friends". I don't want them knowing about my personal life. In fact, I've been slowly distancing myself from them. The ones that in the past I would've confided to, I wouldn't now since I feel so bad for inadvertently burdening them with my past problems.
Needless to say, there are no support lines I could call. I wouldn't call charity lines because I'd fear that they may take things out of context (for instance, they might get the impression that I'm suicidal and call the authorities which would only make things worse) and I have a hard time confiding into people anyway. I wouldn't be comfortable unless I was talking to a therapist. Then again, I have hard time trusting them too. :/
I try my best not to get into her religion. I've tried reasoning with her to no avail. I had been trying to going under the radar with my beliefs when the incident happened. When she does bring it up now, I'll have to nod. But if I just nod then she might start asking if I believe and I'd have to lie to her again.
Thank you:)