You might have mild to moderate depression, and you just haven’t reached the point of being suicidal yet. Although, it kind of sounds like you might be suicidal, but you just don’t want to be the one to end it. You wrote that your “life doesn’t suck,” which isn’t exactly the most enthusiastic description. Maybe try improving on the areas of your life that you’d like to see changed. I know that’s sometimes easier said than done, but sometimes the smallest changes can make a big difference. Antidepressants can do wonders (I’m on one myself). If you really feel like your mood/attitude is fine, then maybe you just have a fixation or fascination with being murdered, for whatever reason. As long as you don’t harm yourself or ask someone to do it for you, then there’s probably no harm. But try to realize that the idea of being murdered is probably more pleasant than the real thing. Good luck.
Ok with being murdered?
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You might have mild to moderate depression, and you just haven’t reached the point of being suicidal yet. Although, it kind of sounds like you might be suicidal, but you just don’t want to be the one to end it. You wrote that your “life doesn’t suck,” which isn’t exactly the most enthusiastic description. Maybe try improving on the areas of your life that you’d like to see changed. I know that’s sometimes easier said than done, but sometimes the smallest changes can make a big difference. Antidepressants can do wonders (I’m on one myself). If you really feel like your mood/attitude is fine, then maybe you just have a fixation or fascination with being murdered, for whatever reason. As long as you don’t harm yourself or ask someone to do it for you, then there’s probably no harm. But try to realize that the idea of being murdered is probably more pleasant than the real thing. Good luck.