I thought I was the only one that did this. I too become insanely obsessed with things, mostly movies. Right now it’s Call Me By Your Name. I have only seen it all the way through once, but for over a month, I have watched it up until a certain point repeatedly, almost daily. Once I watch it up until that part, four times in one day. I have severe depression and this is my way of coping with it. I get like a high, a euphoria when I watch it, but later on, feel sick and ashamed of myself. I have tried doing other things to block it out of my mind but nothing works. I guess if I were not at home all the time with the DVD, streaming services, internet and mobile devices, I wouldn’t be able to watch it.
Just seeing things related to the movie, makes me sad, upset, mad and often anxious and nauseous. I even get some of the soundtrack stuck in my head and that makes me feel all those things too. It is constantly on my mind, nothing will make it go away. I just want Oliver and Elio to go away, but they won’t. I don’t want to watch other films, only this one. It’s driving me bonkers! Plus my obsession with Timothée Chalamet, doesn’t make it any better, because when you search him, what do you get? CMBYN! I search the internet all the time for Timothée. I want this to stop, but my lifestyle right now makes it worse. I have no job at the moment and can’t drive, so this makes me extremely manic. I don’t get much else done because of this problem. I want it to pass right now! But it won’t.
Obsessed with TV shows/books/movies?
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I thought I was the only one that did this. I too become insanely obsessed with things, mostly movies. Right now it’s Call Me By Your Name. I have only seen it all the way through once, but for over a month, I have watched it up until a certain point repeatedly, almost daily. Once I watch it up until that part, four times in one day. I have severe depression and this is my way of coping with it. I get like a high, a euphoria when I watch it, but later on, feel sick and ashamed of myself. I have tried doing other things to block it out of my mind but nothing works. I guess if I were not at home all the time with the DVD, streaming services, internet and mobile devices, I wouldn’t be able to watch it.
Just seeing things related to the movie, makes me sad, upset, mad and often anxious and nauseous. I even get some of the soundtrack stuck in my head and that makes me feel all those things too. It is constantly on my mind, nothing will make it go away. I just want Oliver and Elio to go away, but they won’t. I don’t want to watch other films, only this one. It’s driving me bonkers! Plus my obsession with Timothée Chalamet, doesn’t make it any better, because when you search him, what do you get? CMBYN! I search the internet all the time for Timothée. I want this to stop, but my lifestyle right now makes it worse. I have no job at the moment and can’t drive, so this makes me extremely manic. I don’t get much else done because of this problem. I want it to pass right now! But it won’t.