Nymphetism
OK i don't give a flying f**k if you think im a pedophile, if you do then your a judgmental b*s***d and shouldn't say anything.
ok heres the story
ever since i was 7 ive looked at porn so needless to say i've liked girls since then.
now i'm 18
i like girls that look (cute) young looking girls like Natalie Portman, Miranda Kerr, Ellan Page, ect Natural looking.
i've never been a fan of big breasts i like short, skinny girls with nice hips and usually brown hair.
i find plenty of girls in public that are around my age that i find sexually attractive however when i look at porn i find myself being most attracted to girls between 12-16 because their hitting puberty and have most of the traits i find attractive, but i very rarely see a nymph girl in real life i find sexually attracted to, every now and again i do and usually im astounded by their innocent beauty.
im worried that i'll still think this way when im older and dont want to be known as a sick pervert when im 25.
ive looked into my "nymphetism." and found it is not as immoral as some may think. Through out history young pubescent girls have been idolized for their indescribable beauty that most they themselves don't even realize they posses.
if looked through deep enough it makes sense to say that when a person hits puberty they can be justified as sexually attractive and sexually active ( 65%% of people start to masturbate between 10-13 30%% start before and 5%% start after 13! ) so its a natural instinct for a person at any age to find a individual thats hit puberty sexually attractive.
don't get me wrong i don't think a 45 year old should have sex with a 15 year old ( but is it wrong for a 45 year old to find a 15 year old sexually attractive? ) i think we need to have more of an understanding of the animal of are nature.
i do think its possible for a older person (21-35) to fall in love with a young (12-17) year old and i think its absurd to make it completely illegal. i also think soft core porn should not have to be 18+ and that this is a sheer example of how far are civilization has come but how out of touch we are with our own animal instincts.
this is a very controversial subject but please to be shy to be candid about your thoughts i'm interested to see how people respond.