Now i just phone it in (or off, really).

I'm addicted to phone sex. I was curious so I tried it. I joined a phone sex club. For a nominal fee I get off about three times a week. Jerking off, but with a live slut on the other end of my cell phone it almost seems like I got a hot broad right there with me. Can this be normal? Yes, I do have a girlfriend. But she has a low sex drive and I'm lucky if I get any from her once a week. I could never tell her about my phone sex. She is a kind of a church mouse and could not relate to my wild desires. She is, however, the type of woman I look for in a devote wife. After we are married I figure I'll get a side woman (like some hot black girl) in order for me to be sexually fulfilled. I want the best of two worlds, you see. Right now it's phone sex in secret and staying with my girl. Who I do love. Is this normal?