I was shared by my husband not only with his friends but at times with strangers. I was forced into it early days while he watched my pussy getting pounded, plus it always had to be bareback so I got a pussy full of cum. I hated it at first but by the time I divorced him I thought what the hell I may as well enjoy myself. This went on for some 5 years so I lost count how many times I was used.
I am sorry you were abused that way. No one should be forced to do something sexually that they are not interested in (or at least interested in trying).
At the same time I am also glad that you had the maturity to learn to take what pleasure you could from the situation.
I totally understand at least part of why you divorced him.
Thank you, yes it was hard at the time having to lay there legs spread wide ready to be used. Felt I was being used as a whore and prostitute and as I said towards the end of the marriage I thought what the hell i may as well get some pleasure from this. What is worse for me is that something like 70 to 100 guys both black and white over a 4 to 5 year period have used me, this is what I find hard to live with.
I understand. I agree that you were used. You cannot change the past (no one can). What you can change is how you view your past (lessons learned) and your future. You've apparently learned a few positive things from this. You can have a great future. Whatever the mind can conceive is achievable unless it violates the basic laws of physics of the universe. Go for it!
Thanks, I'm trying to put a positive stand on it all and trying to put the past behind me but when a guy is making passionate love to me my mind is going back to what can only be described by me being raped especially in the early days when I was totally against the idea my ex had and was made to sleep with his friends.
I feel for you. You can get past that; but, how to work through that is likely beyond this forum. It is the kind of thing a good Counselor or Life Coach that you trust can help you with. There are things I don't post on this forum (such as my current profession); and I am not on IIN to make any money (part of my personal charity to assist people in the world). I cannot promise that I can assist more than perhaps providing some recommendations; and whatever I can do for you will not involve any payments or services from you to me if you chose to go down that path. Have you checked out the benefits of IIN Gold?
Thank you, I do need some form of help as my mind and feelings when having sex are all over the place. No longer do I enjoy a guy making love to me, I have no feelings and it feels like I'm laid there legs spread wide just so a man can pleasure himself deep inside my pussy. I'll take a look at IIN Gold.
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I was shared by my husband not only with his friends but at times with strangers. I was forced into it early days while he watched my pussy getting pounded, plus it always had to be bareback so I got a pussy full of cum. I hated it at first but by the time I divorced him I thought what the hell I may as well enjoy myself. This went on for some 5 years so I lost count how many times I was used.
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I am sorry you were abused that way. No one should be forced to do something sexually that they are not interested in (or at least interested in trying).
At the same time I am also glad that you had the maturity to learn to take what pleasure you could from the situation.
I totally understand at least part of why you divorced him.
I wish you best in the future,
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Thank you, yes it was hard at the time having to lay there legs spread wide ready to be used. Felt I was being used as a whore and prostitute and as I said towards the end of the marriage I thought what the hell i may as well get some pleasure from this. What is worse for me is that something like 70 to 100 guys both black and white over a 4 to 5 year period have used me, this is what I find hard to live with.
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I understand. I agree that you were used. You cannot change the past (no one can). What you can change is how you view your past (lessons learned) and your future. You've apparently learned a few positive things from this. You can have a great future. Whatever the mind can conceive is achievable unless it violates the basic laws of physics of the universe. Go for it!
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Thanks, I'm trying to put a positive stand on it all and trying to put the past behind me but when a guy is making passionate love to me my mind is going back to what can only be described by me being raped especially in the early days when I was totally against the idea my ex had and was made to sleep with his friends.
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I feel for you. You can get past that; but, how to work through that is likely beyond this forum. It is the kind of thing a good Counselor or Life Coach that you trust can help you with. There are things I don't post on this forum (such as my current profession); and I am not on IIN to make any money (part of my personal charity to assist people in the world). I cannot promise that I can assist more than perhaps providing some recommendations; and whatever I can do for you will not involve any payments or services from you to me if you chose to go down that path. Have you checked out the benefits of IIN Gold?
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Thank you, I do need some form of help as my mind and feelings when having sex are all over the place. No longer do I enjoy a guy making love to me, I have no feelings and it feels like I'm laid there legs spread wide just so a man can pleasure himself deep inside my pussy. I'll take a look at IIN Gold.