Normal that my family is keeping me away from my father & black ppl?

maybe your a product of rape!!!

Sure.Maybe your dad dissapointed your mom thats why her opinion of blacks is so bad.But please lets stop it blood or skin colour doesnt matter.You can find good and evil in every race so try to explain to your family

Rape baby

People are going to go crazy on the race issue but here are the facts. White people have "white trash" which they rightly ridicule. However, the black community has no sense of "black trash" as everything black must be cherished. This mean black criminals who hurt black people become "heroes". The end result is white people have no say in the matter and just accept being called "racists" when in reality, the problem is "nigger on nigger" violence.

Race is not the problem. Criminal culture is.

You should go on Jerry Springer and tell them you got pregnant with a colahd boy.

If they were truly racist your mom wouldn't have married a black man and the minute you plopped out your mom's vaj she would have chucked you in a dumpster seeing as you're half black but technically you will be identified as black by other people no matter how "light skinned or fair haired " you are your family has been disappointed by your dead beat dad they are negatively associating all black men which is wrong hope they'll see the error of their ways

Well once you're 18 you can decide for yourself.

It's a bloody racist, you have a brain to think
You don't need your mom to think for you

It seems to me u aren't being told something about your african american father/his family.

My mom won't let me see black girls (I'm white) and it makes me really mad. (I'm mostly attracted to black girls)

Your mom(yo mamma!) must think that your experience with him may turn out bad JUST because her's with your father was crap.

She needs to let you live your own life and experience your own experiences.

sounds pretty damn racist to me.

The black guy was nominated for prom king not prom queen sorry for that mistake!

Nothing you wrote is specific enough to prove that they are racist.

They could be concerned about the reputation of the young man, not his skin color. They could also not want you to mix up with your father because he is not a good person, not because of the color of his skin. The fact that there are not many people in your private school that are African American also does not prove that they are trying to prevent you from associating with other black kids (most private schools are expensive and it's a sad fact that they have a dominant caucasian population).

They love you and seem to care about you, so focus on that for now. Tell them how you feel, and not in an accusatory way because you could be wrong.

Wow this is such a hard question in that I know how you feel having a large family of many different nationalities in the mix. I agree with dannykanes in that something could have happened to your mothers family to make them think the way that they do and you should have a heart to heart with your mom about this. Please just think long and about you want to ask and then prepare yourself for the truth no matter how brutal, how ignorant, etc. You are going to see the world through their eyes and it may not be pretty. Any kind, shape, form of racism is never acceptable. It should not have a foot hold in this world but all to much it does along with prejudices. To many times it happens that people go through things and are heart by a person of another race and they say this will never happen again... So they lump every person of that race in with others that have hurt them. Or it could be taught just passed down from generation to generation. We can't blame Joe for what Harry or Linda has done(not real people just examples)... I encourage you talk to your family and always bare in mind that you can't change the world right away but you sure can talk out differences, help people gain new perspective, love those who hate sharing the message of love, and then my friend you will see the world changing one person at a time.

It is weird yes, obviously something must of happened for them to think this way, you'll have to try and talk to them about it