It's normal (to not be able to contorl your heart). But look at it this way, some people come in and out of our lives for a purpose. After the pain of losing your brother (which i am so sorry to hear) , she was what you needed to start feeling again. Which is awesome and hopefully you can start relating and opening up to others. However she's gone now, she has her own problems in her own head to work out. It is ridicuous for her to think she can have it all, be with her ex-husband and have a 'back-up' waiting for her should she ever need it. And your ridiculous if you wait for her. Theres a chance she will never come back, she is using as a safety net, and I think deep down in your heart you know you are better then this. You deserve somone who will love you truly and soley, who will be faithful and by yourside. Easier said then done but you know what you have to do.
No Matter What She Does,I Cant To Let Go!! Help!!
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It's normal (to not be able to contorl your heart). But look at it this way, some people come in and out of our lives for a purpose. After the pain of losing your brother (which i am so sorry to hear) , she was what you needed to start feeling again. Which is awesome and hopefully you can start relating and opening up to others. However she's gone now, she has her own problems in her own head to work out. It is ridicuous for her to think she can have it all, be with her ex-husband and have a 'back-up' waiting for her should she ever need it. And your ridiculous if you wait for her. Theres a chance she will never come back, she is using as a safety net, and I think deep down in your heart you know you are better then this. You deserve somone who will love you truly and soley, who will be faithful and by yourside. Easier said then done but you know what you have to do.