My whole family hates me

I'v read this, and yeah it seems to suck, but my mum died when i was 8 with my little brother inside her, my dad died when i was 12, my sister who was 19 when my dad died left to live with her boyfriend in New Zealand, and i was put into foster care, and couldnt even succeed suicide.. maybe that will make you feel better when you think of your life, just speak up... it ends happy with me, i have a job at a Magazine doing part time modelling with a leading agency, good luck

ZZ x