If you wanted to trivialise it, you could call it a more severe form of sadism. What it is in fact is the seeking of physical violence, the humiliation and rough rape of others in a publicly accessible dirty and cold place. It's relatively age-independent, but I actually enjoy the thought more when the person is of age. So that I don't project this onto everyone, I usually direct my fantasies towards people outside the internet I don't like for valid reasons. (I actually had the problem at the beginning that I was not at all selective in my fantasy. Then there were also people to whom I could not do such things for personal reasons, morality aside. Of course it didn't pass me by, I'm not a stone.) The thing is that it has to be violence through one's own power. It doesn't have such an intense effect if someone were to shoot at a person. I have to do it myself and without a firearm. Same goes for rape play. It just hasn't the same effect when people aren't playing their role correctly. I don't go to therapy for it. However, I am very controlled. Even if I enjoyed it, I could not reconcile it with my conscience. I keep that in mind should such a fantasy ever try to tempt me.
Mine are related to sex in risky places, like public restrooms and locker rooms, where the possibility of getting caught is high. I think of sneaking into the girls or boys locker room and watching them shower, masturbating and then letting them see me, which leads to oral sex , in which I’m the sub.
Sex in public places just sounds very tempting, even if I can't quite understand why it's interesting to watch young people showering and the like. But to each his own beer, I guess.
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If you wanted to trivialise it, you could call it a more severe form of sadism. What it is in fact is the seeking of physical violence, the humiliation and rough rape of others in a publicly accessible dirty and cold place. It's relatively age-independent, but I actually enjoy the thought more when the person is of age. So that I don't project this onto everyone, I usually direct my fantasies towards people outside the internet I don't like for valid reasons. (I actually had the problem at the beginning that I was not at all selective in my fantasy. Then there were also people to whom I could not do such things for personal reasons, morality aside. Of course it didn't pass me by, I'm not a stone.) The thing is that it has to be violence through one's own power. It doesn't have such an intense effect if someone were to shoot at a person. I have to do it myself and without a firearm. Same goes for rape play. It just hasn't the same effect when people aren't playing their role correctly. I don't go to therapy for it. However, I am very controlled. Even if I enjoyed it, I could not reconcile it with my conscience. I keep that in mind should such a fantasy ever try to tempt me.
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Mine are related to sex in risky places, like public restrooms and locker rooms, where the possibility of getting caught is high. I think of sneaking into the girls or boys locker room and watching them shower, masturbating and then letting them see me, which leads to oral sex , in which I’m the sub.
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Sex in public places just sounds very tempting, even if I can't quite understand why it's interesting to watch young people showering and the like. But to each his own beer, I guess.
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You kidding? The water running down over their naked hairless bodies. Just the thought arouses me to the point of insanity.