My secret feelings

I used to be a professional interrogator who specialized at this mental art. You break people down as far as they can go until all they want is death. I hated doing it for a living, and I extremely hate people who do this in a domestic family scenario where the only results are their self-satisfaction for making you feel bad.

YOU'RE BETTER THAN THEM. there's a thing called psychological abuse which it sounds like you've been enduring. And any abuser of this kind is worthless. Get them out of your head. Enjoy your life and friends and job. This kind of abuser feeds off the product of his/her work. In this case it's the victim sitting alone in the dark and crying. Keep your head up friend, the best thing you can do is ignore them, trust me.

walk up to em and say fuck you!

awww hun you sound really down and depressed.. maybe if you talk to your dad and your brother about how your feeling they might change... you could be suffering with depression. hang out with them and try to get along with them. they shouldnt be putting you down, talk to your mum about it and them and tell them how it makes you feel when they put you down then they might realise how it hurts you... just cheer up and enjoy your life hun xx

try talking to ur mom she seems to be worried. Moms love their kids so much and im sure she would want u to feel better.
I felt kind of the same thing and after talking to my mom, my days started getting better :)
Then ur mom will most likely talk to ur dad and bro! Good luck and dont give up!

See a doctor; you're depressed. Though, I think you're victimizing yourself in order to get their attention.

hey, i just wanted to tell you, NEVER give up. you have a purpose in this life, you are here for a reason, not by accident. you could go to a psychologist or psychiatrist and they may be able to help but i can tell you that Jesus Christ, the one and only Son of God, is with you and He will help you. Pray for his help and i will be praying for you. May you find peace in the One, True Savior!

Try talking to your family(any you feel you can talk to) or seek therapy .

The family situation doesn't seem too healthy for you and you seem depressed - please talk to a family doctor, clergy or counsellor. Its time to start doing something about your sadness, don't you think?

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