Why'd you do it? It's hard to remember but I believe I was curious. So I did it and I loved it. I was fascinated with everything about it. It kinda felt like Christmas when you open a present (break a razor to get the blades out) rush to get it out of the package and use it. Does that make sense? I'll have to say that I wasn't in the best mental state of my life (depression w/ psychosis). Not sleeping and being paranoid/hearing things along with being alone all of the time caused it I think. :P
Well, I get what you mean. That's how I felt too! But I did it because I had these nightmares that wouldn't leave me, and it got to a point where not only could I not sleep, I was hallucinating in the day and I couldn't get away, you know?
So I deduced that physical pain releases endorphins and would make me happier.
Truthfully, it did work.
But still not worth it.
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Why'd you do it? It's hard to remember but I believe I was curious. So I did it and I loved it. I was fascinated with everything about it. It kinda felt like Christmas when you open a present (break a razor to get the blades out) rush to get it out of the package and use it. Does that make sense? I'll have to say that I wasn't in the best mental state of my life (depression w/ psychosis). Not sleeping and being paranoid/hearing things along with being alone all of the time caused it I think. :P
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Well, I get what you mean. That's how I felt too! But I did it because I had these nightmares that wouldn't leave me, and it got to a point where not only could I not sleep, I was hallucinating in the day and I couldn't get away, you know?
So I deduced that physical pain releases endorphins and would make me happier.
Truthfully, it did work.
But still not worth it.