My mother hates me, is that normal?

She mentally abuses me, to the point where I'm crying, and taunts me and calls pathetic at the fact that I have schizophrenia even though I try to get better, I don't know what I did wrong, but I must've done something to earn her hate, and each day I try to make it up to her, to show I'm a good daughter, but she abuses me more, and I love her, but she hates me. SHE. HATES. ME. I love everyone, of every age, of every sexuality, of every gender, of skin color, I hate no one. Not even you, at the fact that you accused me of being just like her, the mentally abusing mother, who brings her daughter into a break down and ends up cutting herself due to the fact that my damn illness causes me to be this fucking pathetic way. Maybe she's right, maybe she does have a reason to hate me, I just wish she wouldn't...I was only asking if this is normal because it broke my heart to hear my mother say, to my face, while I'm generously doing the dishes without being asked or needing to, because I have about twenty other chores that I do around the house, along with my job, but I love helping her,even though I never hear a thank you, she says to me, I hate you. I sucked in my tears, turned back to the dishes, told myself it was OK, that I have a reason to be hated, and spent the rest of the night crying trying to figure out why she hates me, how I can change it. My illness and my personality ruins everything. I AM a not so good person, I realize that. But I wasn't asking for a rude remark criticizing that I'm "complaining" and that I was just asking if this was normal to be hated by your mom. But, hey, thanks your feedback. :)