My mom doesn't love me

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Shes my adoptive mother. She's told me multiple times that she loves me just as much as my real mother could have, but it seems like she doesn't. I asked her if she would ever visit me if I got thrown in jail and she said no. She said if I get thrown in jail that my life is over and she would move out of country to her dream home and leave me. Ive always had a feeling she doesn't really care, but now I feel I have proof. I'm probably going to run away. I don't want to feel feelings for her if shes just going to abandon me like my other mom did. I'm done with trying to love people.They only end up hurting me in the end. I just want to know how to make her love me. And if I cant,if I should just go. I hope I don't sound retarded. Sorry if I do.

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  • Miraak
    6 years ago

    Or maybe you're paranoid as fuuuuuuuuck.

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  • WilliamSchwibbith
    6 years ago

    Damn, this is sad :(

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  • S12207
    6 years ago

    Ever thought she just said that so you don't do something you put yourself there because she does care?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      6 years ago

      Lying is a great sin in our religion. So if that' what you're implying I don't think so. That and her tone was flat an uncaring. Not emotional like she cared.

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  • bob7
    6 years ago

    i have ur solution = dont go to jail

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    • Clizzle
      6 years ago

      Agreed.

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  • sissycakes
    6 years ago

    It is not a bad thing to sound like someone who is retarded. Quit insulting retards. I think that this is the funniest thing I have ever heard, and that your mom loves you very much.

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  • [Old Memory]
    6 years ago

    I don't know. Maybe I am just paranoid.

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  • [Old Memory]
    6 years ago

    I just want to know how to make her love me. And if I cant,if I should just go.

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    • Kevinevan
      6 years ago

      You can't. My mom allowed me to live in the steets with cancer after that and a horrible accident left me homeless. Fuck her. Move on and find people who love you for you.

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  • Pumpurrnickel
    6 years ago

    Well, that's evidence, not proof. If she really doesn't love you, why would she lie about it?

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    • [Old Memory]
      6 years ago

      Because she really thinks she does, but then again so did my birth mom. Then she dumped me. I contacted her recently and she still claims she loves me when she doesn't. And my adoptive mom has said stuff like this multiple times. Her reasoning is that god is more important than famly, and that visiting me would displease god.

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      • [Old Memory]
        6 years ago

        You have abandonment issues like a lot of people who were adopted. They both love you but your insecirities wont let you believe it. My wife was adopted and had the same issues until she got therapy for it. Get therapy and dont run away. Im sure that there is a doctor who will give you therapy for free and yoir mom doesnt have to know about it. Good luck.

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      • Kevinevan
        6 years ago

        Yeah maybe get out of the fucked up cult you are in and meet some non brainwashed people.

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  • RoseIsabella
    6 years ago

    Why would you ever get thrown in jail?

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    • [Old Memory]
      6 years ago

      Because I'm useless. I'm a fucking mental case with bad impulse control and no purpose in life and I'm 17 and I already might have ptsd or schizophrenia and mom wont allow me to have a therapist. I don't want to be locked up but my soul feels like its being burned alive.

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      • LuxM4G
        6 years ago

        You absolutely need to see a shrink despite your mother position on the matter. Make that appointment as soon as possible. I find it strange that your mother doesn't agrees that you should get help.

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