Good advice here. Try to get some perspective on this and stop the self-sabotage & doing things to drive yourself mental. You don't like your career choice - you hardly need to procrastinate, dump on yourself etc. to make that point clearer.
You are very young & managed to establish yourself in a decent profession. You don't like it. So make a plan. What will it take to move on & where would you like to go? Try to think of occupations that don't require the long hours & short deadlines & chew up your personal time.
Also it is normal to like the out of work activities you do, and to want to travel. You give me the impression that you are kind of a round peg guy trying to fit into a square hole. Frustrated, and occasionally overwhelmed & depressed.
But you must have a lot of talent & I bet will find a new path for yourself. Once you do, you'll be grateful to have been honest to yourself about how things, as they currently are, just suck for you.
My meaningless, depressing, painful life
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Good advice here. Try to get some perspective on this and stop the self-sabotage & doing things to drive yourself mental. You don't like your career choice - you hardly need to procrastinate, dump on yourself etc. to make that point clearer.
You are very young & managed to establish yourself in a decent profession. You don't like it. So make a plan. What will it take to move on & where would you like to go? Try to think of occupations that don't require the long hours & short deadlines & chew up your personal time.
Also it is normal to like the out of work activities you do, and to want to travel. You give me the impression that you are kind of a round peg guy trying to fit into a square hole. Frustrated, and occasionally overwhelmed & depressed.
But you must have a lot of talent & I bet will find a new path for yourself. Once you do, you'll be grateful to have been honest to yourself about how things, as they currently are, just suck for you.