I fake emotions also. It is why I found you here, because I was looking to see if others were like me. I do not enjoy small talk, as I do not understand why people complicate conversation with niceties. I am extraordinarily intelligent and great at my profession, and when I try to convey instructions to someone they seem to imply that I should initiate the conversation with, "Hi, how are you? etc..." isn't that less efficient than just explicitly conveying the task that I wish to be done? I suppose that the fact that I am writing this suggests that I do care what people think, as I am trying to understand what it is that they are thinking, or whether or not I am like others, but really, I truly believe that I am superior, and that these emotional small talk loving people are simple-minded and unelightened. I am tired of pretending to care but I also understand that it is advantageous for me to pretend that I do. I do not understand your sadism, nor can I condone it, as I wish to preserve myself, (and as such cannot condone the torture of anyone, as it is condoning the torture of myself) but I do wish to convey that I do not care about whether or not my boss got in to her hair appointment, or if my inferior worked as a window washer prior to his current position. I suppose I wish to understand how other humans co-exist emotionally. I dislike others enjoying things that I myself cannot understand. Also, I am a female. I felt it was relevant to mention this.
Although I am in no manner socially adept, I would like to detail the benefits and efficient characteristics of initiating conversations by conventional means.
When one greets another, the greeting delivers a subconscious report to the receiver about how willing the sender is to listen and interpret all words given to them. Charming and charismatic, any person who can appeal to emotion effectively will allow the subject to understand subconsciously that this "warm" person wishes to serve the subject somehow, and an emotional trust is formed. Thus, the simple greeting alters a listener's decisions in your favour much more quickly and effectively than through bluntly stating demands.
Complex and seemingly hindering as they are, emotions do give one insight into society's desires, allowing the ability to manipulate decisions in others based on previous experiences. This is human psychology.
..I seem mostly calm about this result in what I searched ...because I kno I'm not the only one .. But instead of most..my emotions only show when I'm happy I don't have anger sadness or anything else ...but even when I'm happy things just don't feel real..I can remember being like this since I was born.. My mom accused me of being a socialpath..because I don't show my emotions/ I can't feel them... I didn't barley notice this till my most recent gf ..she has a emotional problem I though to my self..because her emotions wer crying an anger an happyness..although I broke up with her bc I couldn't handle it..she came back to me... An I wasn't happy then I was hoping she would just not care like I do in relationships...but she cared.. Anyway.. At least I'm not the only one... An about the sadistic part... I wouldn't say why I do is sadistic... Because I don't like to play with people emotiontions instead I run from them beacause I don't kno how to handle/support people with crazy emotions is just makes me so mad..and truly that's only when I feel mad...I have these moments..I don't kno if I'm the only one but I call then my moments of clairaty .. It's when I all the sudden shut down an cry for no reason..although it has only happened twice..I don't kno I I'm the only one who has this or why I do I just wish I wouldn't have to blame it on being socially akward an a social outcast...
I feel a kinship. I doubt I shall ever know you nor do I relate to most of what you said. Even so, I have spent many a passing curiosity on the idle thought of lesser emotion, or rather my lack thereof. I don't have a superiority complex though I do find myself intellectually gifted. I am indifferent towards the sadism. I had never even considered it odd that I care not an inkling for another's idle day to day activities. Until I read the statement here in your words, that is. After a pondering moment I stand firm though. I don't dislike others enjoyment of things that I lack understanding of, though I do try to understand peoples motivations. I find understanding a persons motivations makes it a simple task to manipulate them. However, I operate on a very small scale and only survive off of the bare necessities. The internet is one of my few indulgences and serves mostly to pass what turns out to be an awfully lot of free time. I often feel I should seek more knowledge for I know knowledge is power, but my lack of emotion extends to ambition and motivation. I know this long reply stands to contradict much of what I said, but I defend myself with the fact that in my short but cultured life, this is the first time my curiosity has lead me to see if there were others and I wished to convey a form of gratitude. I know not what else to give but knowledge. My two cents, if you care for vernacular, is that I must continue my search if I desire it to bare fruit, for you are all pretenders. Deaf to the emotions toiling within, but not dVoid.
I feel much of the same, as various emotions contribute to different scenarios which garnets for the reaction you hope to achieve. And that may be emotions only use.
As for knowledge, I see that it serves the most power in this century.
My fake feelings and emotions.
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I fake emotions also. It is why I found you here, because I was looking to see if others were like me. I do not enjoy small talk, as I do not understand why people complicate conversation with niceties. I am extraordinarily intelligent and great at my profession, and when I try to convey instructions to someone they seem to imply that I should initiate the conversation with, "Hi, how are you? etc..." isn't that less efficient than just explicitly conveying the task that I wish to be done? I suppose that the fact that I am writing this suggests that I do care what people think, as I am trying to understand what it is that they are thinking, or whether or not I am like others, but really, I truly believe that I am superior, and that these emotional small talk loving people are simple-minded and unelightened. I am tired of pretending to care but I also understand that it is advantageous for me to pretend that I do. I do not understand your sadism, nor can I condone it, as I wish to preserve myself, (and as such cannot condone the torture of anyone, as it is condoning the torture of myself) but I do wish to convey that I do not care about whether or not my boss got in to her hair appointment, or if my inferior worked as a window washer prior to his current position. I suppose I wish to understand how other humans co-exist emotionally. I dislike others enjoying things that I myself cannot understand. Also, I am a female. I felt it was relevant to mention this.
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Although I am in no manner socially adept, I would like to detail the benefits and efficient characteristics of initiating conversations by conventional means.
When one greets another, the greeting delivers a subconscious report to the receiver about how willing the sender is to listen and interpret all words given to them. Charming and charismatic, any person who can appeal to emotion effectively will allow the subject to understand subconsciously that this "warm" person wishes to serve the subject somehow, and an emotional trust is formed. Thus, the simple greeting alters a listener's decisions in your favour much more quickly and effectively than through bluntly stating demands.
Complex and seemingly hindering as they are, emotions do give one insight into society's desires, allowing the ability to manipulate decisions in others based on previous experiences. This is human psychology.
..I seem mostly calm about this result in what I searched ...because I kno I'm not the only one .. But instead of most..my emotions only show when I'm happy I don't have anger sadness or anything else ...but even when I'm happy things just don't feel real..I can remember being like this since I was born.. My mom accused me of being a socialpath..because I don't show my emotions/ I can't feel them... I didn't barley notice this till my most recent gf ..she has a emotional problem I though to my self..because her emotions wer crying an anger an happyness..although I broke up with her bc I couldn't handle it..she came back to me... An I wasn't happy then I was hoping she would just not care like I do in relationships...but she cared.. Anyway.. At least I'm not the only one... An about the sadistic part... I wouldn't say why I do is sadistic... Because I don't like to play with people emotiontions instead I run from them beacause I don't kno how to handle/support people with crazy emotions is just makes me so mad..and truly that's only when I feel mad...I have these moments..I don't kno if I'm the only one but I call then my moments of clairaty .. It's when I all the sudden shut down an cry for no reason..although it has only happened twice..I don't kno I I'm the only one who has this or why I do I just wish I wouldn't have to blame it on being socially akward an a social outcast...
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Holy shit I thought I was alone.... my experience is extremely similar.
I feel a kinship. I doubt I shall ever know you nor do I relate to most of what you said. Even so, I have spent many a passing curiosity on the idle thought of lesser emotion, or rather my lack thereof. I don't have a superiority complex though I do find myself intellectually gifted. I am indifferent towards the sadism. I had never even considered it odd that I care not an inkling for another's idle day to day activities. Until I read the statement here in your words, that is. After a pondering moment I stand firm though. I don't dislike others enjoyment of things that I lack understanding of, though I do try to understand peoples motivations. I find understanding a persons motivations makes it a simple task to manipulate them. However, I operate on a very small scale and only survive off of the bare necessities. The internet is one of my few indulgences and serves mostly to pass what turns out to be an awfully lot of free time. I often feel I should seek more knowledge for I know knowledge is power, but my lack of emotion extends to ambition and motivation. I know this long reply stands to contradict much of what I said, but I defend myself with the fact that in my short but cultured life, this is the first time my curiosity has lead me to see if there were others and I wished to convey a form of gratitude. I know not what else to give but knowledge. My two cents, if you care for vernacular, is that I must continue my search if I desire it to bare fruit, for you are all pretenders. Deaf to the emotions toiling within, but not dVoid.
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I feel much of the same, as various emotions contribute to different scenarios which garnets for the reaction you hope to achieve. And that may be emotions only use.
As for knowledge, I see that it serves the most power in this century.