I find wanting to share something here. Id be most grateful if someone could throw light on it.
I'm a kid of 19 years. I've always been adept at portraying a different persona to another person.
But it has never been for the purpose of fitting in, never, no. It has always been to achieve what I want. I have cried, acted emotional, been romantic, but it always disappears the moment my aim is accomplished. I've always had an overwhelming assurance that I am the most interesting person in any room( though I may change my opinion if I met any of my fellow commenters). I don't continue a conversation if i dont see any benefit in it for me. I dislike talking to normal people. I find myself attracted to the waywards, those who don't fit in. I pride myself on manipulating closed people such that they feel vulnerable when they are with me. I understand emotions better than most, though never fully experiencing it myself. I can make them run through me according to my whims and fancy. What is this??
My fake feelings and emotions.
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I find wanting to share something here. Id be most grateful if someone could throw light on it.
I'm a kid of 19 years. I've always been adept at portraying a different persona to another person.
But it has never been for the purpose of fitting in, never, no. It has always been to achieve what I want. I have cried, acted emotional, been romantic, but it always disappears the moment my aim is accomplished. I've always had an overwhelming assurance that I am the most interesting person in any room( though I may change my opinion if I met any of my fellow commenters). I don't continue a conversation if i dont see any benefit in it for me. I dislike talking to normal people. I find myself attracted to the waywards, those who don't fit in. I pride myself on manipulating closed people such that they feel vulnerable when they are with me. I understand emotions better than most, though never fully experiencing it myself. I can make them run through me according to my whims and fancy. What is this??