I feel a kinship. I doubt I shall ever know you nor do I relate to most of what you said. Even so, I have spent many a passing curiosity on the idle thought of lesser emotion, or rather my lack thereof. I don't have a superiority complex though I do find myself intellectually gifted. I am indifferent towards the sadism. I had never even considered it odd that I care not an inkling for another's idle day to day activities. Until I read the statement here in your words, that is. After a pondering moment I stand firm though. I don't dislike others enjoyment of things that I lack understanding of, though I do try to understand peoples motivations. I find understanding a persons motivations makes it a simple task to manipulate them. However, I operate on a very small scale and only survive off of the bare necessities. The internet is one of my few indulgences and serves mostly to pass what turns out to be an awfully lot of free time. I often feel I should seek more knowledge for I know knowledge is power, but my lack of emotion extends to ambition and motivation. I know this long reply stands to contradict much of what I said, but I defend myself with the fact that in my short but cultured life, this is the first time my curiosity has lead me to see if there were others and I wished to convey a form of gratitude. I know not what else to give but knowledge. My two cents, if you care for vernacular, is that I must continue my search if I desire it to bare fruit, for you are all pretenders. Deaf to the emotions toiling within, but not dVoid.
I feel much of the same, as various emotions contribute to different scenarios which garnets for the reaction you hope to achieve. And that may be emotions only use.
As for knowledge, I see that it serves the most power in this century.
My fake feelings and emotions.
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I feel a kinship. I doubt I shall ever know you nor do I relate to most of what you said. Even so, I have spent many a passing curiosity on the idle thought of lesser emotion, or rather my lack thereof. I don't have a superiority complex though I do find myself intellectually gifted. I am indifferent towards the sadism. I had never even considered it odd that I care not an inkling for another's idle day to day activities. Until I read the statement here in your words, that is. After a pondering moment I stand firm though. I don't dislike others enjoyment of things that I lack understanding of, though I do try to understand peoples motivations. I find understanding a persons motivations makes it a simple task to manipulate them. However, I operate on a very small scale and only survive off of the bare necessities. The internet is one of my few indulgences and serves mostly to pass what turns out to be an awfully lot of free time. I often feel I should seek more knowledge for I know knowledge is power, but my lack of emotion extends to ambition and motivation. I know this long reply stands to contradict much of what I said, but I defend myself with the fact that in my short but cultured life, this is the first time my curiosity has lead me to see if there were others and I wished to convey a form of gratitude. I know not what else to give but knowledge. My two cents, if you care for vernacular, is that I must continue my search if I desire it to bare fruit, for you are all pretenders. Deaf to the emotions toiling within, but not dVoid.
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I feel much of the same, as various emotions contribute to different scenarios which garnets for the reaction you hope to achieve. And that may be emotions only use.
As for knowledge, I see that it serves the most power in this century.