My fake feelings and emotions.

I went on search of people like me, i felt like i was alone.
I do not feel emotions like a normal person does, they cry , they laugh , and they bond with others.
I fake these emotions. i was hiding from the real me and this is what makes us feel alone. Accept yourself , you are special , the most complex animal living. You say you feel nothing at all . AT ALL . You do , always , you just don't feel normal feelings. Doesn't it feel good to control someone else , sabotage , rage ? that is a feeling.
Keep faking your emotions , control people , be your own master. Don't let anyone control you or judge you !
"WE" don't need to care what others think .
Play your game fellow travelers.

Anyone thinking the same as me or is it just me writing some deep level shit ?