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i have i no one to talk to and no one seems to understands me... the only person seems to give me hope who is my older sister.. in my short time of livin i have felt so much pain and hurt! my parents always put things b4 me. for my dad it was cocaine and my mom its her lazy ass no job having bf... i been sexually abused sometimes i jus want to give up!!! y cant i jus b happy n feel no pain jus a lil awhile..i really feel like im damage goods.. i somethimes look n the mirror hatin myself n my life!!! i jus dnt want to cry anymore!!!!

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago | pl

    what people admire is how someone deals with adversity and turns their life around. You have a sister to talk to that is good, but you ARE alone, so is she. Abuse just makes you aware of it earlier. The world is full of people who are all alone.
    Your success lies in you being happy against the odds and moving on. it is hard thats why it is so admirable. good luck

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  • boys-are-toys
    12 years ago | pl

    i'm sorry you have had to go though that it's normal to feel that way when you have been sexually abused. Have you told your mum about it? or since your sister is helping you why don't you ask her to find someone to talk to like at your school or something? it's important that you tell someone that has the power to get you out of there if that's what you want.

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