My deepest thoughts
i have i no one to talk to and no one seems to understands me... the only person seems to give me hope who is my older sister.. in my short time of livin i have felt so much pain and hurt! my parents always put things b4 me. for my dad it was cocaine and my mom its her lazy ass no job having bf... i been sexually abused sometimes i jus want to give up!!! y cant i jus b happy n feel no pain jus a lil awhile..i really feel like im damage goods.. i somethimes look n the mirror hatin myself n my life!!! i jus dnt want to cry anymore!!!!