My best friend in High School committed suicide...
I understand a lot about your situation.
He did not commit suicide because of you... There were significant other problems behind it.
It is possible that you were the feather that broke an extremely structurally deficient bridge. But the bridge failed from being extremely structurally deficient, not because a feather landed on it. Anything that landed at that point would have collapsed the bridge, and even just temperature changes or wind.
It may take a while for the family to understand that (and I've known more than a few families who have had children suicide). But, they will know that there were other major issues at play.
You also can move forward in life and have a positive future...
I wish you well, and a bright future with new relationships..
My boyfriend just died and I am not going to the funeral
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My best friend in High School committed suicide...
I understand a lot about your situation.
He did not commit suicide because of you... There were significant other problems behind it.
It is possible that you were the feather that broke an extremely structurally deficient bridge. But the bridge failed from being extremely structurally deficient, not because a feather landed on it. Anything that landed at that point would have collapsed the bridge, and even just temperature changes or wind.
It may take a while for the family to understand that (and I've known more than a few families who have had children suicide). But, they will know that there were other major issues at play.
You also can move forward in life and have a positive future...
I wish you well, and a bright future with new relationships..