I would say your NOT crazy AT ALL. I don't think there are very many people excited to die. I recently lost someone very close to me and it got me thinking as you are. I remember watching as this person lay dieing and then it was over. No more, Nothing, Just quiet, cold and still. Just a month before there was so much going on. I mean they are a person. She had fears, hopes, thoughts and then; done. No more thoughts and that really got me thinking about if she moved on to somewhere else. Where does the mind go? Does it carry over with a soul? Is she just gone and doesn't even know it? Then someone told me not to worry. Weather you believe in life after death or not; or you fear death or not. You shouldn't worry about it if it causes you any sort of pain. What will be will be and there are some things you just can't do anything about. So why worry about them. Have fun with you kids while you can that is all you can do anyway. So why worry about somthing that isnt your to worry about in the first place because its not yours to control.
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I would say your NOT crazy AT ALL. I don't think there are very many people excited to die. I recently lost someone very close to me and it got me thinking as you are. I remember watching as this person lay dieing and then it was over. No more, Nothing, Just quiet, cold and still. Just a month before there was so much going on. I mean they are a person. She had fears, hopes, thoughts and then; done. No more thoughts and that really got me thinking about if she moved on to somewhere else. Where does the mind go? Does it carry over with a soul? Is she just gone and doesn't even know it? Then someone told me not to worry. Weather you believe in life after death or not; or you fear death or not. You shouldn't worry about it if it causes you any sort of pain. What will be will be and there are some things you just can't do anything about. So why worry about them. Have fun with you kids while you can that is all you can do anyway. So why worry about somthing that isnt your to worry about in the first place because its not yours to control.