I just want to thank you guys for the feedback. It's been about a year since I've even talked to this girl. The more i reflect and stop beating myself up, the more I realize it wasn't just my fault. I was a good boyfriend(Especially for it being my first relationship). The whole thing was is that she had found someone else during our relationship. A better man, older, good in his trade. So she essential left me for him. I can't blame her. I'm still trying to figure out who I am, and I shouldn't be investing my emotions in people in such a frail, confusing, post-adolescance state. It's amazing how much a man can learn about himself in one year and how this pain and confusion can benefit him so much into making such a stronger person. I just want to conclude, that I have benefited from all of your advice and I have given up in investing my emotions in someone else until I myself am enlightened or made comfortable in this strange time of my life and that I am working on becoming more of productive human being so that one day I'll be ready.
My best friend is my lover but what will come of it?
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I just want to thank you guys for the feedback. It's been about a year since I've even talked to this girl. The more i reflect and stop beating myself up, the more I realize it wasn't just my fault. I was a good boyfriend(Especially for it being my first relationship). The whole thing was is that she had found someone else during our relationship. A better man, older, good in his trade. So she essential left me for him. I can't blame her. I'm still trying to figure out who I am, and I shouldn't be investing my emotions in people in such a frail, confusing, post-adolescance state. It's amazing how much a man can learn about himself in one year and how this pain and confusion can benefit him so much into making such a stronger person. I just want to conclude, that I have benefited from all of your advice and I have given up in investing my emotions in someone else until I myself am enlightened or made comfortable in this strange time of my life and that I am working on becoming more of productive human being so that one day I'll be ready.