Molestation fantasy
Recently I've started having a sexual fantasy where I am my younger, pre-pubescent self. I have sex with my babysitter, who is about 10 years older than me. So I'm about 7 or 8. She is about 17.
The thing is, I think that if this had actually happened to me, I would have enjoyed it at the time. Also I think it would have made me more comfortable, confident and secure with my adult sex life.
Is it weird to think this? And is the fantasy itself a bit "wrong", given that it involves me as a child, being 'molested'?