Meand my cousin (girl) have had sex
When i was about 7 and a half, me and my cousin, (only 3 months younger than me)watched Titanic together, and alone. We were young, and didnt know what we were doing. We first started kissing like they did in the movie. Then we started to undress eachother. We were amazed at what we found. We both liked what eachother had at our privates, so we started to play with eachother. We decided (i was smart then) to go underneeth my parents bed so we wouldnt get caught. Apparently we werent quiet enough, and we got caught. We both got puinished, and stoped for 1 and a half years. We both remembered what happened, and both liked it, so we started again.when we were 10, and were smarter and never got caught again. when we both started to hit puberty, we kinda slowed down. We still touched eachother down there, but we didnt like stick my dick in (we just stood up and stuck it in withough hard-on before) and just enjoyed eachothers nakedness. Then next time we did anything in that manner was about 2 years ago (we were 13) and she wanted to actually ahve sex for the first time. When i came in the room, (not naked by the way) She changed her mind. i was to horny and ready for what was going to happen to just accept defeat.I told her i was going to rape her. but she said she would scream. i didnt want toget into trouble so i didnt. this last year, she let me eat her out once. it was hevanly, and she wouldnt let me do it agin..she teased me. she gave me a hand job and then a week later my sister had her graduation party. my cousin came, but so did a girl i liked. She was my mom's friend's daughter. my cousin said on msn earlier that week, that she really wanted to loose her virginity to me that day, and i said i prolly would do it with her, as we have many places to do it where we live. That day, i started out talking to the girl i like. My cousin got pissed and didnt talk to me that day. I wanted to try to c if the girl i liked liked me back. i dont want to get in this girls pants, b/c i love her so much. and my cousin was teasing me that she would have done anything my heart disired. did i make the right choice after all we have been through?
ps. my cousin is my 4th cousin..not first!!!