First time sucked. Second time sucked. Third time sucked...I felt cheated. between everyone saying sex is the bomb and my sex freak of a best friend saying how great it was when he lost his virginity, I was ready to have my mind blown...Then it happened I was disapointed. I could perform, I did for a very long time. I know everyone says it goes on for ages when it's really like half an hour or something but my first time went on for hours (about two and a half) and that even shocked me when she pointed it out to me.
We done foreplay, multiple positions, oral, and so on, and yet I couldn't get off on it. It was boring, I had little to no physical pleasure from it. I remember when she gave oral I was laying there thinking "Just hurry up and get this over with" due to how crap the feeling was. I wished this would of just been the case with my first time but it wasn't. I can't really enjoy sex. I can perform it, no genital issues or anything but I get very little out of it.
Hell, I got more pleasure out of the times I've masturbated.
So was it no good? Yes, it was no good. Has it ever been? Nope.
I think I need to add some new things in to it, more extreme things, because the act of sex itself is boring and I get nothing out of it which really does suck and let to me just having sex with people just to try and see if I just experienced sex with the wrong people, but not found one it's different with yet.
I think you're reeeally gonna have to like the person if you ever want to enjoy it. I would hold out on it until you meet that person. Otherwise, it's going to feel like you're shoving your dick into a wall.
I did like the person I lost my virginity to. I wasn't head over heels for her (which is a weird mental image given the context 0_0) but I liked her as a friend. I still felt pretty much no enjoyment from it.
I think I'd be best suited to some BDSM stuff or something where I don't actually do the sexual acts and use other methods moreso. I should give it a try at some point.
Ahh. Still, I'd like to emphasize the 'reeeeally' and also now agree about bdsm. I think you have a very specific type that you'll have a hard time finding. It's definitely out there for you, though. I mean it. You're going to meet someone you click with and enjoy more than sex.
I cant really imagine enjoying it that much if I'm not in love with the person, or falling for them. So maybe it will be different when you feel like that about someone.
Honestly, the idea of having sex with someone I love has always creeped me out. No idea why but when I have "liked" someone, thinking about them sexually was very off putting for some reason. Don't know why.
Losing your virginity...is the first time always no good?
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First time sucked. Second time sucked. Third time sucked...I felt cheated. between everyone saying sex is the bomb and my sex freak of a best friend saying how great it was when he lost his virginity, I was ready to have my mind blown...Then it happened I was disapointed. I could perform, I did for a very long time. I know everyone says it goes on for ages when it's really like half an hour or something but my first time went on for hours (about two and a half) and that even shocked me when she pointed it out to me.
We done foreplay, multiple positions, oral, and so on, and yet I couldn't get off on it. It was boring, I had little to no physical pleasure from it. I remember when she gave oral I was laying there thinking "Just hurry up and get this over with" due to how crap the feeling was. I wished this would of just been the case with my first time but it wasn't. I can't really enjoy sex. I can perform it, no genital issues or anything but I get very little out of it.
Hell, I got more pleasure out of the times I've masturbated.
So was it no good? Yes, it was no good. Has it ever been? Nope.
I think I need to add some new things in to it, more extreme things, because the act of sex itself is boring and I get nothing out of it which really does suck and let to me just having sex with people just to try and see if I just experienced sex with the wrong people, but not found one it's different with yet.
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I think you're reeeally gonna have to like the person if you ever want to enjoy it. I would hold out on it until you meet that person. Otherwise, it's going to feel like you're shoving your dick into a wall.
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I did like the person I lost my virginity to. I wasn't head over heels for her (which is a weird mental image given the context 0_0) but I liked her as a friend. I still felt pretty much no enjoyment from it.
I think I'd be best suited to some BDSM stuff or something where I don't actually do the sexual acts and use other methods moreso. I should give it a try at some point.
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Ahh. Still, I'd like to emphasize the 'reeeeally' and also now agree about bdsm. I think you have a very specific type that you'll have a hard time finding. It's definitely out there for you, though. I mean it. You're going to meet someone you click with and enjoy more than sex.
*snickers* Head over heels... =>
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Well maybe one day. Not really looking but maybe one day. :)
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I cant really imagine enjoying it that much if I'm not in love with the person, or falling for them. So maybe it will be different when you feel like that about someone.
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Honestly, the idea of having sex with someone I love has always creeped me out. No idea why but when I have "liked" someone, thinking about them sexually was very off putting for some reason. Don't know why.