Someplace deep within me I was hoping someone would say something like this, well hear me out: I used to have everything you know.. but I used medications for my nerves, after a while I tossed everyone away, I felt like a superhuman, I was too cool, always out there, opened myself to none, started making "fake friends" (yeah that kind) then I tossed them away too, what the fuck did i want anything to? I stopped the medications, same deal I felt stronger faster, I learned new things.. but Now... BOOM I feel lonely, I somehow yearn for human feelings again, and quickly realized none of those around me then where anything but real. I do have a family, but I broke up with my girlfriend after my feelings died out...
Id say this is rather normal, and even if the situation is not normal, I like to think that you and me indeed are normal human beings. Thank you very much for telling this, makes me feel like I am not the only one out there...
Lonely, bored and living alone
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Someplace deep within me I was hoping someone would say something like this, well hear me out: I used to have everything you know.. but I used medications for my nerves, after a while I tossed everyone away, I felt like a superhuman, I was too cool, always out there, opened myself to none, started making "fake friends" (yeah that kind) then I tossed them away too, what the fuck did i want anything to? I stopped the medications, same deal I felt stronger faster, I learned new things.. but Now... BOOM I feel lonely, I somehow yearn for human feelings again, and quickly realized none of those around me then where anything but real. I do have a family, but I broke up with my girlfriend after my feelings died out...
Id say this is rather normal, and even if the situation is not normal, I like to think that you and me indeed are normal human beings. Thank you very much for telling this, makes me feel like I am not the only one out there...