Loneliness

Third comment on this thread, mostly just a continuation of the last two.
One, some people go through more shit than other, and you have know way of knowing what they've gone through. Two, everyone craves attention, including you. That's human nature. Three, not only are there mental disorders like depression and bipoler disorder to consider, there's also the fact that some people are simply treated better than others for reasons that they have no control over. People often say that attractive are treated better than unattractive people, and they are, but it has a lot more to do with charisma and social skills. For people like me (nervous and gawky and awkward), that basically means you're screwed for life. And four, do you really think that looking down on them because they're unhappy is any better than them looking down on you for being happy?

I don't want your attention you worthless garbage. I want you to realize that life isn't about happiness. You delude yourself into thinking you're supposed to be happy and joyful and all that nonsense. But in reality, when you delude yourself, you open yourself up to disappointment and hurt.
I just feel it's my job to try my best to hurt the deluded. Hey, I used to be deluded myself. I understand that mentality. But after being hurt one too many times, I understand now the reality. I'm just sorry you don't understand it yet. But you will when you have been pushed over the edge as well.