Licking men's asses and so on...
Please help!! I can't live in this way anymore. I'm...let's say addicted to thinking about licking other boys' asses. It's very weird, but girls don't interest me sexually as men's asses. I think, I'm not a gay, coz I don't feel like sleeping with other men. I just like when some handsome man would sit on my face. Then I would do anything for him: lick his ass and even more awful things. I haven't done this, but I feel I would do this, but it makes me so embarrassed so.. it's difficult for me. I feel if i would do this, everyone would treat me like a toilette (that everyone can always put sh*t inside).
It's awful...When I sleep I imagine I lick asses of many men I personally know and like their appearance. And then it makes me excited.
What should I do? I don't wanna think about this and do this but it always comes back to my mind.