Let me be who i need to be
I feel like i shouldn't be in today's society, meaning i shouldn't be here worrying about getting my driver's license, or having to deal with things like taxes and working to get a boring job. I feel I should be a warrior, and an explorer. I feel as though i should have power and fight for something just, and have my mind blown by something spectacular and truly riveting. I have learned much about things like space. it no longer excites me to know extraordinary things like how deep and mysterious the ocean is, or how planets could be made entirely of diamond and rotate thousands of times per second. I want something more. Not only do i lust for the thrill of battle, but knowledge of things beyond time and space, beyond our planet and its corrupt governments, BEYOND the topic of other life in the universe. The thing is, sometime i get really emotional in the fact that there is something greater. It may not mean much to outside eyes, but it is solid truth that there is something big out there. Beyond black holes and how they work. Beyond the entire universe and everything in it. I wish for never ending knowledge. but lastly, i fear if i know all, that it may not be everything i need, or that i will be torn down having nothing else to know and strive for. Oh why do double edged swords exist.