Lesbian in a past life

After years of struggling with my sexuality, I finally know why I am somewhat attracted to girls. I say somewhat because while yes I had a few girl crushes; I've never been sexually attracted to one. "You could be romantically attracted to girls", or "you could be bi" some would say. Well that could've been a reason, although this is why it isn't.

1. I've been attracted by men both romantically and sexually more often than women. I have a fiance who is a guy nonetheless.

2. Every time I see 2 girls in love it gives me 2 feelings

A.the obvious is the warmish feeling whenever seeing a happy couple.

B.(Which is the real reason) I get a sense of nostalgia; not in the sense of rexperiencing feelings of a past crush oh no. Instead when I say experience nostalgia, I mean feeling and seeing (mentally) a different timeline. The mental images I get are that from a foggy Victorian like era. It's a strange feeling that somehow comforts me in different aspects. Not to mention I had a vivid dream of meeting a love interest (who was a girl) at a park.

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  • nopurpose

    Dreams are not to be taken literally. The images in dreams are actually symbols that usually. mean things very different from the obvious.. Did you even see yourself in that dream, were you. male or female?
    If you are curious tp have a vague idea of your past life, you can look for a astrologist to read your natal chart.

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  • SkullsNRoses

    People’s sexual and romantic orientations don’t always line up, it’s possible that although you’re heterosexual you’re biromantic.

    The idea of you being a Victorian lesbian in a past life is interesting and who knows maybe it was real? Have you considered writing a story about it?

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