Kissin' cousins

I was adopted into a great family. My mother's brother had a son and we often all spent holidays togther.When we were younger we used to do everything sexual together. He was my first everything except for actual intercourse. This went on for a long time, like ages 5 to 14. I even thought i was in love with him. Time passed and i am with someone and he is married. But all i can think about when we are together is ripping his clothes off and fucking his brains out and i am extremely jealous of his wife. I feel kinda bad about it but not really. I am seriously thinking about making a move next time we are together. I mean we arent even blood related even though we are first cousins. IIN?

Is It Normal?
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  • It's normal to fall in love with someone, and it's normal for kids to 'play doctor', and you aren't blood related.

    You should probably try and direct the passion elsewhere though, because he's married. If he and his wife ever divorce then you can find out whether he thinks of you as a cousin or an adopted family member, then perhaps let him know how you feel.

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  • It is totally normal, but you already know it is bad to try to do something with him. He might not even feel the same way. I say just try to let the habit die down or something.

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