It's terrible to be me

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When I say it's terrible I literally mean terrible: it's horrifying, it's scary. Wouldn't you agree people are afraid to believe rare freak beliefs? I have an art to force people to agree with me. It's terrible to be me not simply because I'm different, not simply because I'm normal, but because everything I do is that great and no matter how I try it always has consequences when it was meant to have significance, the problem is it's of considerable consequence and also it has a negative effect. Every positive, negative, and indifferent thing I've ever done has been rejected, has scared people, do you know the gods are unfounded? There's no gods, religion's unfounded, there's no point believing you when society thinks I'm crazy, think about it. If it's excessively different, excessively weird I have a right, the licence to behave that way even in public beyond embarrassment, and even if you tell me to shut up like an arsehole because I'm different, I have the right to be different, and I have the right for you to treat what you hate about me with respect. I'm being hated not because I'm "one of them" but because I'm myself, something I invented. My housemate won't understand me, he suffers all over a difference, being a magical man isn't fricking working, is it? It's a horrible nightmare! I speak on this website as a normal person, but at home I'm completely different. The problem is with the angry mob and I'm thinking "fuck you!", I will convince people to want what I want because I'm the king, there's a lot of people who hate any kind of special person, and as for wanting somebody to write paragraphs, it's weird! Nobody tells me what to do, I will never listen, and I don't listen to people who only talk to me because I'm normal. Fuck that! I don't use soap, your mother is an average slob, and your father smells of pig fat, grease and Epsom salts!

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  • [Old Memory]
    3 years ago

    You have the right to be different but for people to appreciate you is a privilege

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    • Hansberger
      3 years ago

      I see the point of being different, but that idea is hazy. There's a reason to be normal because I'm being hated, the victim of my own mentality.

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      • [Old Memory]
        3 years ago

        First off, this entire post seems to be about validating your uniqueness

        Second, you are not a victim of your mentality. You choose what you do, even if sometimes it feels like your first reaction is so strong it can't be ignored; that just means you lack will power, but you're still choosing to follow through with it and if you're going to do something it better be with the acceptance of the consequences

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        • Hansberger
          3 years ago

          See my next post of another validation. And furthermore I never wanted anything but my uniqueness (inconsistencies, I don't know what I want), and if what I said was wrong and what you said was true I'm glad you're helping me.

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