It's just me i guess

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MY THOUGHTS:::
is it okay for your family to make you feel like shit i guess im just a little slave nobody understands me and they wonder why i want a baby hell!!! i might as well maybe then i will feel loved then i will have a reason to stay breathing/living i don't know how much i can take they is just to much on my shoulder my grandma always says she gonna pray for me and god will change my ways yeah im always the one doing bad they are never the blame it's always me.... nobody understand what i go through but me and god he see i feel every night and day he see how weak my body get when im just coming home from work and always have to clean up after everybody in the house it's just me i guess ugly people always be put down, treated bad i hate this family i always have and i always will music is my passion i love music so much because it make me feel like im not alone like other people have felt the pain im going through its hard you know being apart of an family who make you feel worthless sometimes i wish i died sometimes i wish i was never born(ed)
i always thought your family suppose to make you feel loved even if nobody else does they going to always be by your side uhh not my family they will talk about behind your back and then act like they love you and im so sick of it i hate them...... IIN?

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  • TheCynicalInsomniac
    12 years ago

    If your family is anything like mine (sounds like it) then it is NOT just you. My family is full of some of the most manipulative, lying, cheating pieces of human trash I have ever had the displeasure of knowing. 50 year old men gossip like school girls because they love to say anything to put you down and make them feel better about their own miserable lives. My uncle recently spread a rumor that I have an eating disorder which I had to hear through the massive grapevine. Now my grandmother and extended family treat me weird and watch everything I eat and every pound I lose or gain. They only act like your best friend to your face (especially when they have ulterior motives) but turn on you if you don't comply. It's not a question of your being normal, it's your family that isn't normal. Sounds like you live in the house still, my advice is move. FAR. You can't completely escape but it will do wonders for your sanity. Maybe your supposed to love your family but nothing says you have to like them.

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  • Sunshine:)
    10 years ago

    Sounds just like me and my family. So I think it is normal in our day and age. Lol.

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  • Shnaz
    10 years ago

    Kill them.

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  • campbellrt
    11 years ago

    STEP 1: Calm the fuck down.

    STEP 2: Tell them your thoughts and have a constructive conversation on how to meet all your needs.

    STEP 3: Be prescribed some serious anti-depressants.

    STEP 4: Calm the fuck down!

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    I feel almost the same way but I don't hate them as much..,I listen to
    Music all the time, They both basically act dissapointed with my choice of music (mostly pop, and Michael Jackson) but I know they don't hate me. Tell em u don't appreciate being treAted like you are.

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    Your right, it is just you. they love you

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    Your family loves you. You are depressed.

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