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Is it normal to feel like nobody's there for u.like u in the dark but there's no light or way out.feeling deeply hurt and just wanna ball up and cry and wait to die knowing don't nobody care if u eat today or sleep tonight. Like u in the world with nobody but u. Is that normal?
Unfortunately, I think that is becoming more the attitudes. I feel it has a lot to do with so much abuse, fraud, theft, etc. People would like to help others friends, family, etc. But they worry any $$ help will be for booze or dope. They are afraid to invite you to their house for fear of being robbed or taken advantage of. Now if it's friends or family not helping you, look at it from their point of view, have you taken advantage of them, robbed or swindled them in any way ? But then some people are so stingy with money they will take a $1 Bill and ring it out till George shits out $1.50. Maybe you need a new social circle, new perspective on life and humanity. It's really hard to get back up once you fall in or hit bottom of barrel. Don't be afraid to check with good banks, Catholic church, or any local church they usually can assist or get you to those who can help you. I was homeless and living in a pop up tent trailer for better part of 5 years. I like it but I HATED IT. Thank God for the Veterans Admin. I know it's much easier to look down and see nothing ahead, but when I felt that way, down, depressed, and felt like eating a bullet I would make myself get up. Then I would make myself shave and shower and get out side when sunshine out. Made a world of difference. I didn't want to be stuck on anti depressants the rest of my life. My Doctor told me of some of the side effects. I couldn't handle "delayed ejaculation" the rest of my life. Looking back is seems pretty moot. I guess 50% of something is better than 100% of nothing. Anyway there are places you can get some assistance. It's not a hand out. It's a hand up. Even as adults how many times could we use a hand up ? If you get assistance you can always pay it forward. He'll someone else when you can.