It's at the point where i just can't take it anymore...
Is it normal to still be in love with my first actual love. Yes we were young and I made some major mistakes after we ended things but he was my best friend and only friend really I could trust. It's been like almost a year now since things ended but up until this summer we saw each other at school in fact we had a class together. It sucked. He would stare at me all the time but like we couldn't talk... I guess he will never forgive me for what I did and the mistakes I made but will I ever get over him? I'm so sick if finding flaws in every guy. It's like all I can do is compare everyone to him.. So help me out...