Hey man I know how you feel. It's like no matter how hard you try to do the right thing it's never good enough you push the envelope you do all that you can to try to make a difference in your life henceforth it just doesn't work out. Oh please don't talk to me about family family sucks the come around and say the wrong things to you At the wrong time at the end of the day all you got is you fuck everybody else family is nothing the same people that speak positive words to you do good thing for You bless you will be the same ones that will turn around and say mean hurtful negative things to you in the same breath. I haven't lost belief in God but I don't believe he is going to bless me I look at my life and I wonder why I'm going through what I'm going through --whose mistakes am my paying the price for what did i do to deserve this that's why I hate people and I hate life because it is not fair that I'm going through this --I've done a lot of good in this world --I have taken full responsibility for the wrong things I have done. I don't trust people I have been a blessing to so many people I have sown so many positive seeds into peoples lives yet they come into my life they get comfortable careless then windup taking my heart and my kindest for Granted I have lost faith in myself I have lost faith in God and the only way I believe anything is going to happen is if I destroy the lives of everyone around me. My mind is like crap My brain feels like crushed pineapples my heart is as blackest night I just wish there was something I could do to change my life I'm doing the best I can but obviously it's not good enough I don't know what you doing tomorrow maybe you and I can join forces and take the world By force.You seem to be a good person like you seem like a decent guy just like me so why all this crap Why are we going through all these problems why do good people have to suffer it's just not fair It's up to you and I to make a difference and fight for the good people and fight for the guys nice guys this time we start winning it's Up to usI to make sure that the good people nice guys always win. It is now our time it is now our turn
it is normal that i am failing to fulfill my aim like this?
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Hey man I know how you feel. It's like no matter how hard you try to do the right thing it's never good enough you push the envelope you do all that you can to try to make a difference in your life henceforth it just doesn't work out. Oh please don't talk to me about family family sucks the come around and say the wrong things to you At the wrong time at the end of the day all you got is you fuck everybody else family is nothing the same people that speak positive words to you do good thing for You bless you will be the same ones that will turn around and say mean hurtful negative things to you in the same breath. I haven't lost belief in God but I don't believe he is going to bless me I look at my life and I wonder why I'm going through what I'm going through --whose mistakes am my paying the price for what did i do to deserve this that's why I hate people and I hate life because it is not fair that I'm going through this --I've done a lot of good in this world --I have taken full responsibility for the wrong things I have done. I don't trust people I have been a blessing to so many people I have sown so many positive seeds into peoples lives yet they come into my life they get comfortable careless then windup taking my heart and my kindest for Granted I have lost faith in myself I have lost faith in God and the only way I believe anything is going to happen is if I destroy the lives of everyone around me. My mind is like crap My brain feels like crushed pineapples my heart is as blackest night I just wish there was something I could do to change my life I'm doing the best I can but obviously it's not good enough I don't know what you doing tomorrow maybe you and I can join forces and take the world By force.You seem to be a good person like you seem like a decent guy just like me so why all this crap Why are we going through all these problems why do good people have to suffer it's just not fair It's up to you and I to make a difference and fight for the good people and fight for the guys nice guys this time we start winning it's Up to usI to make sure that the good people nice guys always win. It is now our time it is now our turn