Is this a fetish, or do i need serious help?
Recently i have been very worried about this, it has really started to worry me for some reason recently, even though i have been and thought like this almost all of my life.
For some reason, whenever i see or think about someone, it's always a girl, and only certain ones for some reason, holding their breath, drowning, or kicking their legs, i find it sexually arousing, now i know i wouldn't drown someone in real life or something stupid like that. But where it really worries me is 'normal' stuff like porn has the complete opposite effect on me, and doesn't do anything for me at all, and never has done, and i can't really say i have ever watched loads of it.
It really worries me that when it comes to the bedroom, if i will encounter some major problems?
Is this just a weird strange fetish? And is it affecting me and how i react to normal things like porn? And do i need real help, or isit just one of them things that i shouldn't worry about.