Sounds like your mother was abusive towards you, and your sister jumped on the bandwagon because that's kind of what she was taught to do.
The problem in this situation is not you; your family, mainly your mom, has a screw or 3 loose in each of their heads.
I'd recommend putting some space between yourself and the toxin bleeding from those people. But maybe they'll come around at some point.
"I tell myself to keep going, and that one day I’ll show them what they were missing." You're right to think that.
It'd be a pointless shame for you to let them drag you down to the point of ending your own life- a life with potential.
Your mother's issues and her ridiculous animosity towards you likely have roots in her past, with things she hasn't expressed to you guys.
I've heard of similar situations. Are you and your older sister from the same father? If not, that could be part of the reason for your mother's behavior, but of course no excuse.
Is there something wrong with me?
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Sounds like your mother was abusive towards you, and your sister jumped on the bandwagon because that's kind of what she was taught to do.
The problem in this situation is not you; your family, mainly your mom, has a screw or 3 loose in each of their heads.
I'd recommend putting some space between yourself and the toxin bleeding from those people. But maybe they'll come around at some point.
"I tell myself to keep going, and that one day I’ll show them what they were missing." You're right to think that.
It'd be a pointless shame for you to let them drag you down to the point of ending your own life- a life with potential.
Your mother's issues and her ridiculous animosity towards you likely have roots in her past, with things she hasn't expressed to you guys.
I've heard of similar situations. Are you and your older sister from the same father? If not, that could be part of the reason for your mother's behavior, but of course no excuse.