Is not normal that sometimes i watch homosexual porn and i'm straight?

I've asked myself if I were bisexual but I'm 100% certain I'm not, I've been in denial with other things and I know how that feels and it didn't feel like that, I had a clarity over it. That being said, for the most part of my adult life or since I had access to pornography, I've only ever watched lesbian porn and went far out of my way to find the type that wasn't "made" for men.

Over the last 2 years, I've watched gay (as in 2 men) pornography, I always skip passed all the foreplay stuff and straight to the anal sex parts and in general, I feel is the sex part that turns me on, not the penises or whatever else.

Trust me, I've accused myself of being in denial but it just.. doesn't fit. I absolutely love women and have only ever had sex with women with no overwhelming desire to ever have sex with another man.

So I mean... is this normal? Is there something wrong with me? Do you guys think I'm in denial about being in denial?

I still only watch lesbian porn 99% of the time I watch porn, that I download and collect on my hard drives.. but once in a blue moon, I'll STREAM gay porn.

Thanks for your time.

BTW, I'm 29 and have had access to porn since around the normal age, about 14-15.

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  • I've watch all types of porn but that doesn't mean I'm sexually attracted to it all. If you don't think you are gay than you are probably not. I like watching anal but I'd never actually do it myself.

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  • it's fine. enjoy it

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  • possibly it's the part where they are enjoying the gay sex that's turning you on. you may not be gay or bi, but maybe you have a (normal) curiosity about prostate stimulation (not necessarily stimulated by a penis), have you considered buying a small-ish dildo and trying that out? Only you know if you're bi and if you're sure your not then that's fine, the anal curiosity is the only other thing I can think of at the moment :) hope that helps? lol

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  • My feelings are this; In my youth I had sexual desires that included a mans cock and women. In my teens I found out I really loved lesbian sex. In my 20's and 30's women ruled my sexual fulfillment - then my 40's came along and I found that women only partially met all my sexual desires, and lesbian love seemed more wonderful. Now I have super high sexual desires to have (sex only) with men. It is awesome. It has not altered or swayed my feeling for woman as I get my rocks off easier with them, but now I have both sides covered. Don't ask me why, it just is. good luck

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