Is normal thinking like i do? cause to me it is...

Not normal
most people believe in love...and most people think love can exist between same sex couples.
Why do you even think its fake???

Have sex or dont thats your choice
but your overall thinking is not normal

As I gay man I can say this. The stereotypical gay man is annoying as he'll but at the same time I love sex And I don't see anything wrong with that. I slept with who I wanted but never hung out with gay people. Too annoying for me, so I choose for all my friends to be straight. Other than that if you don't believe in love you are just a broken And bitter person. If you choose not to have sex then don't. WHO THE FUCK CARES. But I've been in a healthy, happy, And monogamous relationship for the past two years And we share the same views on the gay community.

Why so glum...that outlook is depressing! There's nothing wrong with sex it helps individuals who are in love connect in a different way. It is animalistic if its just sex with no feelings...I also don't believe in being sleezy but just because there are whores on the internet doesn't mean the entire feeling of love should be discarded. Reality is that love can be found where people are true to each other even in this modern, complicated field we must navigate to find a true love.

Normality is a debate that has been argued for years, what is deemed normal and what isn't, the people in the comments above have taken this as abnormal. That is normally due to misunderstanding and misinterpreting of the world today. Also lack of knowledge and education in areas.
With regards to yourself, I believe that you have the tendency to become an asexual person, for those reading wondering what asexuality is, it is where a person feels no need for sexual desire in their life, and choose to live a sedentary life.
Whether that be the way you are thinking or not, I feel this may be the road you go down with regards to the way you are feeling about the topic at the moment. That is okay, and regardless of what others may say, you are 'normal' as people would say. Asexuality is not a very talked about topic, and I feel that with a bit more publicity regarding the matter, people may be able to learn more about it and how it comes about relating to thought processes happening in the brain.
Hopefully this helps you to understand better.

Um...

No not at all I also had a bunch of one night stand in the past and tired of them finding them boring and stupid and like I said I don't believe in love between 2 men I've seen so much weird crap from so much gay saying they were in love and having orgy and 3some and much more so no thx. and the stupid app I was on is always the same old shit.. I think I must have ignored like 1000+ poeple over this app or any social network and Like I said I work a lot so I don't have time with crap like this and being alone is so much more fun to me I can do whatever I want without giving answer to nobody. It's so much preparation meeting someone on a app do you have any idea ? and it's completly not natural att all it's a fucking mess and lost of time... I must say that I did'nt meet anyone for 2 years now..I guess I don't have the mentality of people my age who welcome sexual deviance and one night stand like it's the shit...Of course I do masturbate so I wouln't know if I qualify as Asexual lol I just don't want any human contact except for my friends. younger people these days seem to have no values or crappy ones like it's the new normal anyway I don't want to be part of it so hopefully someone get my point..And If I were to believe in love well God help me cause with today's world I can imagine well I prefer not too..

So you're in the closet? I don't get what you're saying.

Good on you!